sad

just sad today, i can’t pinpoint why

dropped my kids off at their summer activities this morning

went to a obgyn appointment and almost made myself sick with anxiety just sitting waiting for the doc to come in because last time i had a vaso-vagal response (yeah, not fun)

bought a cup of coffee 

but i’m still sad – cried all the way home from the doctor’s

i think i need to talk to someone about getting a low dosage of anti-depressants, i don’t know if i can manage this by myself

 

i’m tired too